Saturday | August 25, 2007
Saturday | August 18, 2007
Opinionated
Yes, That is the politically correct thing to do these days.
It is a trend that is catching up. Have your own opinions, based on whatever you know; I know. Identity. That is what makes us want to be correct. To find meaning other than obvious in the simplest of things. Choosing to wake up at 5 am one morning will beocme a political statement; the endorsement of a certain Mr. X's opinions, Ms. Y's views.
Channel [V] comes to campus one fine day. They want to make a blog like show called My India; they 'grilled' a lot of "participants" about how opinionated they could be. What are the "issues" that they are confronted with.Obviously not the issues like farmer suicides in vidarbha, because they are sure there are people more qualified than them, in the parliament and other places like universities, etc. But there sure are other issues, affecting our "everyday lives".
So why is it that a few thousand countrymen giving up lives, leaving families to starve or follow suit, or be eaten raw by the hunger or more exploitation by the landowning class, the moneyed class, the upper Caste, does not become a matter affecting our "everyday lives"? Are we just too glad that, since there is anyway a population explosion of sorts in the country, its good the earth is just shedding some of its eternal weight?
Is the theory, the principle, rather, of the conservation of energy, that "Energy can neither be created nor be destroyed. It can only be transformed from one form to the other"; and the corollary, therefore it remains constant; is that not applicable to life? People are born everywhere and tehy also die everywhere, every day. Has science so blinded us to emotion?
Does there have to eb a reason, an explanation to every act we perform? If I laugh, there has to be something funny that caused it, otherwise I'm insane. If tears press at my eyes and spill out, some incident should've made me upset, made me cry. If not, I'm still insane. If I protest against having to follow the "normal" I'm insane.
So to preserve my sanity, I must carve out an identity out of thin air if necessary. So I'm opinionated. And these are just my opinions!
Monday | August 13, 2007
Ramblings from past tense...
Stray Words in the Valley
Smoke and coffee and no conversation
Silence to hear and silence to talk to
Sometimes lost in the surrounding din
Smothered in the warmth of requisitioned love
Alone to stand in shadows and echoes
The valley sings & calls out to you
Still waters dance in ripples
Birds and butterflies to fly away
Dried leaves
And sunshine through bare branches to stay
And whisper the secrets of the forest
To a stranger passing by
Never to return to the folds
Of the same beloved silence
And bury yourself in its breath
Carry the blue skies in your heart &
The giggling river in your veins
Is that why the forest was bleeding
Oh come…don’t lie
Where did you steal and hide the raindrop
…Put it to sleep?
The memories are gone
The madness is forever mine to keepSaturday | August 11, 2007
Post # 2...same mood...but in hindi
call me narcissistic...but felt like it...so here goes another one
Mera gham mera na raha
Tumne na kabhi use apnaya
Ab akele bhatakta hai
Anjaani raahon mein
Chaho to tham lo
Woh akele chal thak chuka hai
Kabhi saath chalna uske
Tapte raaston pe
Dhoop hai garmiyon ki
Raaton ko bhi jalti
Sooraj aandhiyon mein bhi
Saath chalta hai
In lafzon ko tum ek nazar bhi na do
Inki zindagi yun hi kam hai
Marne par dafn honge kahan
Sirf rooh ko rehne ke liye
Kya do aankhein kam hai
Jaayenge kahan
Jaao par laut kar aana mat
Shikayat hai tumse
Tumhari berukhi se
Kya hume bhi apni tarah
Patthar hi mana
Lo toot kar bikhar jaate hain
Kya tab sametoge
Un tukdon ko jo kabhi hum the
Blog beginnings...one day of me...at a time :)
wondered for a long time what or rather where do i start with me...poetry seems to be the easiest at the moment so here goes...besides...it also goes with my present mood so read on
Would you welcome me if I came to you
With my arms wide open and eyes wide shut
And hope
And tears
And a desire to smile
With my face in the sunshine
Wanting to feel the breeze blow me away
Cast away all clouds of grey doubt
And reason
To shout and scream
Call out to you
When you hide
And then I never return
Go some place else
That I never knew existed
Just the way the place did not know I did
And dream
To touch the fringes of ecstasy
And distress
And dread to feel
The unnamed familiarity
That is all around me

